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Post by xavieroflove on Oct 13, 2010 1:36:12 GMT -5
Not so lucky considering I had to take it as a result of someone who I thought I loved and loved me for 4 years dumped me. Stupid men. Ughhh! I went thru that this past summer. I self medicated on xanax & alcohol because of a dumb man. They suck but self medicating helped me get through it. Things will get better and in no time you won't even think twice about the guy. |
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Post by < Nickjaro > on Oct 13, 2010 11:57:44 GMT -5
I dont know why to hate on a show.... LAME
And ILM is the most popular show on Vh1, it is a success.
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Post by ashuchan on Oct 13, 2010 15:22:25 GMT -5
Not so lucky considering I had to take it as a result of someone who I thought I loved and loved me for 4 years dumped me. Stupid men. Ughhh! I went thru that this past summer. I self medicated on xanax & alcohol because of a dumb man. They suck but self medicating helped me get through it. Things will get better and in no time you won't even think twice about the guy. So this is the second day in a row that I had to call in because of my anxiety. My body was seized up so bad I was like almost in a grandmal seizure (ok not that much but my body was shaking and my hands gripped so tightly to phone, myself, anything.) I had to call the Dr. they had to send a note to my work and I have to see dr in the morning. I had to breathe into a plastic bag to get my body to stop shaking. I didnt do anything today to set it off. The only thing that brought me down is my xanax but I couldn't even go to work with that. Prior to yesterday I have NEVER EVER had that much of a freakout. It felt like something inside was settling into me and clutching my chest, hard to breathe. I'm scared to say the reason to the Dr was that this is the result of a breakup cause I look hella pathetic. I keep letting my co-workers down not showing up. It's getting bad. Mom is here with her chubby hubby and they were worried and staying up with me. She has to work all night, I feel guilty that i'm keeping her up and he said he was going to stay to make sure i'm ok. I'm so ashamed of how i'm acting and I cannot even help it. |
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Post by mandeezy on Oct 13, 2010 20:47:04 GMT -5
Ughhh! I went thru that this past summer. I self medicated on xanax & alcohol because of a dumb man. They suck but self medicating helped me get through it. Things will get better and in no time you won't even think twice about the guy. So this is the second day in a row that I had to call in because of my anxiety. My body was seized up so bad I was like almost in a grandmal seizure (ok not that much but my body was shaking and my hands gripped so tightly to phone, myself, anything.) I had to call the Dr. they had to send a note to my work and I have to see dr in the morning. I had to breathe into a plastic bag to get my body to stop shaking. I didnt do anything today to set it off. The only thing that brought me down is my xanax but I couldn't even go to work with that. Prior to yesterday I have NEVER EVER had that much of a freakout. It felt like something inside was settling into me and clutching my chest, hard to breathe. I'm scared to say the reason to the Dr was that this is the result of a breakup cause I look hella pathetic. I keep letting my co-workers down not showing up. It's getting bad. Mom is here with her chubby hubby and they were worried and staying up with me. She has to work all night, I feel guilty that i'm keeping her up and he said he was going to stay to make sure i'm ok. I'm so ashamed of how i'm acting and I cannot even help it.
I'm with both of you. This is actually the third month after my breakup today, and i'm still having major anxiety attacks now and then. :/ It just sucks when you think things are going perfect then you get a reality check |
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Post by xavieroflove on Oct 13, 2010 22:16:23 GMT -5
Oh no we cannot let men have this power over us to be having anxiety attacks over them. They are so not worth it. I know it's tough, I was depressed but didnt have anxiety I just used the xanax to numb the hearache.
ashuchan, keep your head up. Keep yourself busy, hang out with friends you havent talked to in a while and just catch up with everyone. The pain will eventually fade.
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Post by ashuchan on Oct 13, 2010 22:43:15 GMT -5
Plz, Amanda. Ty =) but its not that simple. I have mental issues to where I have suicidal tendencies. I'm not ashamed to admit i've been on a 72 hr hold in a psych ward because of those tendencies. *sigh* dammit  |
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Post by xavieroflove on Oct 14, 2010 15:51:38 GMT -5
I dont know why to hate on a show.... LAME And ILM is the most popular show on Vh1, it is a success. I get the feeling that Vevmo has a holier than thou attitude about Vh1 shows. They always throw the word "trashy" around when describing these shows, yet Vevmo is a site mostly dedicated to The Real World & Challenges. Those shows aren't exactly quality television, they are almost as trashy as Vh1 shows and THEY SURE AS HELL AREN'T AS ENTERTAINING AS VH1 SHOWS. So they need to drop their little "I'm better than that" act when it comes to Vh1 shows because neither show is something to brag about liking. They just need to get the fuck over themselves, or die, either will do. Fuck off Bacchus. |
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Post by vh1access on Oct 17, 2010 18:42:38 GMT -5
Vevmo is LAME. They are just mad because they were WRONG about I love Money. First of all they had the cast wrong for both seasons and then they said I Love money is over and never coming back. Well VH1 is airing I Love Money 4 and for a no promo show it is getting good ratings and was the 2nd highest rated show on the network. Now Cocktail tweeted about I Love Money 5 so let's see how they will react on that and for them to edit uour old screen name to I Love Murder is crazy. This is SEASON 4 so I don't get it. The mods on that site are very immature. I wonder if there bunch of 10 year olds.
they also banned for me so yeah they can go fuck themselves. They THINK they know everything when I am the one who actually speaks to these VH1 people.
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Post by vh1access on Oct 17, 2010 18:48:34 GMT -5
If they don't like VH1 shows then why do they a section about it? LAME
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Post by xavieroflove on Oct 17, 2010 19:19:46 GMT -5
Vevmo is LAME. They are just mad because they were WRONG about I love Money. First of all they had the cast wrong for both seasons and then they said I Love money is over and never coming back. Well VH1 is airing I Love Money 4 and for a no promo show it is getting good ratings and was the 2nd highest rated show on the network. Now Cocktail tweeted about I Love Money 5 so let's see how they will react on that and for them to edit uour old screen name to I Love Murder is crazy. This is SEASON 4 so I don't get it. The mods on that site are very immature. I wonder if there bunch of 10 year olds. they also banned for me so yeah they can go fuck themselves. They THINK they know everything when I am the one who actually speaks to these VH1 people. Well when I went to Vevmo and saw that they are posting shit under my old screename, ILoveFlex, they were already talking about what Cocktail said concerning ILM5. They were of course saying that Cocktail is just saying that to try & still be relevant because she is mad that ILM3 will never air. They are as usual saying it is never going to happen. They are making their usual condescending remarks about the show. That's when that asshole face Bacchus was going on about sponsors not wanting to advertise during a show that a murderer won. He was blabbing on and on trying to make himself feel important. Anyone who has half a brain would realize that what he says is a bunch of bullshit that no one cares about but the brown nosing 12 years olds were all agreeing with him & sucking his asshole. |
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